End

It's the end. Not the end of the world but the end of this blog. I ain't gonna update anymore and at the same time ain't gonna delete the blog though there are only a few pathetic posts left after I deleted all my entries of two years. Pretty dumb I know, it was just by impulse. After all my typed entries are always obscure. Lets keep my life private.
And the beautiful young lady who I see everywhere and even on TV till now, you could either ask me to fuck off/ get out of my life/ get a gang to bash me up. haha, but I'll still be into you.
Cannot wait for National Service and my life starts all over again.
And it was probably the right mistake....
I think I screwed my SMU application.
End!

P.S: I'm tired of being caught in the tangle of peoples' lives.. watchmen

BYE bye REN JIN!
8 years of friendship...
Hope you read this, all the best and have a safe trip!

piquant suspense

rain
rain drops;
water;
the ocean;
in there fish;
many kinds,
many kinds.................
piquant suspense~

P.S: I deleted all my works, everything's gone, so is punkPOETIC..wooooo

Failure to fire

Mum messaged me: " Don't overexercise, you have not recovered fully ." I attempted a run after 6 months and three weeks. I went out like a poser with running shades but ended up as a loser. I bet nashole is overly happy now! I certainly fulfilled my mum's wish too at the same time ! I simply ran a mere 1km and gave up. The chicken legs just wouldn't let me stride foward. I'm damn mood out.. Is it because I was really 'dying' or was I too slow? The fact is I just wanted to stop running because I couldn't run as normal. Learning to run before walking eh. I hate it when I've to start from scratch. I guess, as I got older I have became more stubborn to return to the start line. Fuck. Nevertheless, I ain't giving up 'again' and really need my dad's help now. I damn mood out now, gosh I'll try on mon again..

P.S: why's life so pissing now, is it my body mass?

Babe, came to see the doctor?

Oh well for me I hate doctors but yet trust them. Irony is my middle name. I'm just like my mum, fond of interrogating the doctor like a police officer when the clinical professional himself is consulting. You can't completely believe doctors decisions all the time, you got to debate. Like every ordinary human being doctors are sceptics. They are fond of carrying out trial & error procedures to suit their claim and at the same time leaching our dollars like gold money diggers. But, they do save lives, I salute them for doing god's work at times. Anyway hours ago was clinic trauma. The doctor told me " Vimallan you are my first patient to get this." " I definitely made history for you today! ", I wanted to tell her that. I was laughing in agony and seriously swearing incessantly. I was holding back those vulgar language.
Doctor said: enough of shitting, give me 2 more minutes!
anesthesia 'sangat baik', macam sakit sia......

The Miracle of 'MAD' Medicine!

Listen to myself

First thing I wrote then: "I'm so pissed off!" And i'm still fucked up now..
I feel like a fool for a truck load o reasons.....
nothing to lose eh..I felt like a fool each time..
At least Chelsea was even a bigger loser last night! haha
Happy CNY!

Loud

I was at ngee ann open house with Yazid a while ago after Nash & DAUD 'ditched' me yesterday. They absolutely went to eye candy, guarantee that. nothing much, acting like O'level grads enquiring. We couldn't stop laughing, bird brains we. scoffing and giggling. Next nursing faculty. Yazid caught on tape labouring a baby in scrubs,latex gloves and surgical tools. Fadzli was there with his cheer squad, was trying to tell him I got punched, crap I know. And most essential, loud band performances, good but lack originality, obvious bits and pieces taken from international bands. growl only......
yes, I deferred NS. macam boring seh, it's not that I'm lazy to work....

P.S: Gon Chang, think from the heart, you'll know what to do!

Spilled the milk

Pondering over something. Maybe many many things. Hand loses grip, cup of cold milk slips and stains the floor choc brown. Chocolate milk it should be, otherwise why brown. Still caught aimlessly in another world, unaware of 'thuds' and topple sounds as well as the splash of silky milk or actually rather watery, 99% fat-free. merepek! So deeply immersed in revolving thoughts is it? Is this all going to revolutionise the world or change my/ones life? Moments of boredom perhaps. Some boredom did led to great breakthroughs for example our brainy Einstein. I really have no idea what I'm typing. I'm just typing aimlessly and I never did not spill any milk not...
vimal is aimless......
& a geek too...

Riding away

Happy New Year*

P.S: some things can't be changed, including me.....

Oh........ I'm crying out loud

It's fucking boring. Not working. Doing nothing resourceful. Two weeks it has been. Remaining at home like a stoned sculpture or like an Indian bride. NS come quick. I want to get down to rough & dirty business & get battered. camo paint, rifle, bag, push-ups. Extreme exhaustion taking toll over the human body, like it man. I can see now what the human body is capable of, regeneration. Results quick so that I can continue real 'life'! Most of all, why did I born in Singapore? What's up with safety anyway after all life's unpredictable! You rather enjoy 5 minutes of extreme liberty and rowdiness. right? haha

P.S: merry xmas~+

I always knew I could but the regret, still there...

I grabbed the hand grip thingy and held it in my before stained palm and attempted a unprecdented squeeze since then. I squeezed it with ease as if I were squeezing a plush doll.
I'm fucking very much alive.haha
One more week to go!
I'm gonna start my 'run' baby!
Ronaldo you really suck and & go SINGAPORE!!haha
P.S: haha, glorified

~Bollyhollywood

Prom was fantastic and memorable for many. But honestly, the food and the staged performances sucked pretty badly.There was no fucking red carpet too! Ironic eh!I was also embarrassing myself with the chopsticks and wrestling with my food. I even went to sink my teeth in macchicken at midnight that explains how 'lousy' the food was. Nevertheless the night was an opportunity to meet up with classmates and friends and take fancy posing pictures and relive those nostalgic moments once again. I'll definitely miss everyone who have inevitably or coincidentally came into my life in this rather painful and tormenting two years.
two years. What's prom without looking at the ladies? haha!
Never before seen faces perhaps of heavy makeup and majestic hairdos and makeovers. But only one caught my eye, a really CUTE PUNJABI waitress maybe my age or younger or slightly older who was serving my table the whole night. Neither did I take pictures with her nor ask her number. But she knew I was looking at her. hehe. Ok that's all for now, call me if anything folks! I'll be returning to the track soon...

P.S: We'll meeting again one day and when we do, we both will be lost for words as if our lips were stitched~

Nature's Rage

Animals are going berserk all of a sudden mounting attacks on fellow human beings. A week ago white tigers now a 'kung fu' panda and next probably a chi hua hua I think. Maybe the Animal Kingdom has decided to wage a war with us for stripping and debilitating their lands. We have a devil to pay now. haha. Life's is so much better and slow-moving now. I have been basically going out and using the computer to kill time and to throw away the distasteful memories. I think I really wastefully splurged on my prom clothes, could have rent it. Fickle-minded me. But I think I'll keep it for memory sake provided over the years silver fish do not eat up my clothes.haha. I was watching 'Vaaranam Ayiram' (a tamil movie) trailer moments ago and I was like
אָ........

Jennifer, I have no idea who the hell are you. haha

P.S: I'll never tell anyone the true story.

I'll say it again & again

I forgot what happened 690 days ago. Was I a snail or something?
On my way home in the bus was this lady sitting right infront of me with fuzzy hair looking as if it was tainted with moss. I was like 'fuck' when she was getting her fingers in it, looking as if she's gonna pull out an organism or something. Enough of lame jokes, I'm still alive.
Not because I escaped from a replica of 'Medusa' but rather A LEVELS are over. I have been waiting for this very day for my entire life..maybe not entire but most. JC life is no walk in the park but rather a walk in the Jurassic Park.
On the contrary, the exuberance is not really there b'cuz I really screwed my exams and in fact this year papers were so much in favour of top schools. I hope I don't fail my General Paper, thats all.
I survived,
I survived.......
Please light up candles for me, seriously I'm going to mull over my GP till my results are released b'cuz I honestly screwed the paper & I know it, really... I'll be greatful!

Till then, sweep the streets!

P.S: PLS ORGANISE SOCCER ON THE 6 DEC, CUZ THAT"LL BE THE LAST TIME I"LL BE ABLE TO PLAY TILL......

final post till the 2oth Nov.
many many best to everyone sitting for O's and A's.
may everyone get As!
hope luck is on my side THIS TIME~